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Saturday, November 12, 2005
i thought i threw u far far away. why are u back? why am i still feeling tis way.
im trying not to show u. but its jus hard to do. n bcause of u i got into trouble.
why has it faded. wad wrong did i do. i roughly knw wad i did. i jus couldnt control it. hmm but nw im doing my best to make it up to u. get it bac. it may take some time but im in full gear. but its hard to get it going nw. i can rarely see u. nw im grounded too. u rarely call. i take risks to call u. u wouldnt allow me to get u e card. with it i would hav no probs contacting u. maybe got. but lesser. but u wouldnt allow me to get it for u. ive lost everything except u. i dowana lose u. not agn. it hurts to hear guys going after u n all dat. but somehow it helped. im trusting u more now. during dat period we've been exchanging thoughts pretty harshly n dats wad made it fade. it was my wrong doing. dat was my fault. i hurt u. im sorry. anyway we got over it. somehow i hoped tis will make us stronger. im beginning to keep tings to myself. rather den telling u n hurting u. a smile on my face. u'll c dat more often. i guess its better tis way. dowana make u worry. dowana make u sad. all cause of 1 reason. well.... i love u.
life's been empty without u.
but deres always u to look forward to.
HAdi; doesnt matter anymore: 2:33 PM