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Saturday, October 22, 2005
oh man. its only 1 night n i cant get through it. im starting to lead a miserable life. i thought life was gona be great after 23/9. well. i was wrong. but it did gave me happiness. lots of it. i was a happy person. but nw. well i don tink i can be dat happy person anymore. omg i reali miss her so much.
oh man. i jus couldnt slp n stop crying last nite. well. i reali couldnt hold back my tears. it jus shows how much i love her n how much im attached to her.
i thought i was gona spend my holidays wif u. i reali wanted to go to ur fav bridge wif u.
i nv thought it would be e last time i'll taste those lucious lips.
oh man tmrs e 23. tink im gona lock myself inside e room. my relatives all coming. oh no.
well. no matter wad i still hav to respect ur decision. well ur kinda forced to by ur mom. so i guess deres reali nth i can do. i'll jus hope i can get back to u when ur old enuf. n i hope u'll come back to me when ur old enuf.
oh man i reali cant believe i didnt spare a thought for tania. yuai ah. she's hurt too. we've been so down n all dat n she's hurt too from seeing us like tis. she jus cant do anything. only stand n watch.
it jus came to me as a suprise. im jus shocked la. imagine it. happened while bowling. fuck.
well tania. nw i undstnd how u feeling wanting to fly. i wana star gaze too ok. call me next time if ur gona star gaze.
well. theres nth to look forward to anymore. i wana go hardcore breaking after e fasting mnth. from morning till night. everyday. nt bad. fuck anything else. or maybe i shld run. i could run away from everything. run n nv return? OoO sounds ok to me.
to break or to run? errr.....................................................................................
well. dats wad ive been thinking e whole night. fucking night ever.
sori im jus letting it out. dont read it pls.
HAdi; doesnt matter anymore: 8:55 AM