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Saturday, October 22, 2005
oh man deres jus so many tings in my mind. heres e right place to let it out. hmm
flip like a ball n drop.
nightwing of a cliff n drop.
i shld jus throw. throw layout. throw my twists. throw new flips. it'll be alright even if i fall. i'll recover if i break a bone. wads so scary bout it. wads so scary bout throwing a new flip u've nv tried before. wads so scary bout heights. if u fall. jus stand up n walk off. its ok wad. wads making me so scared to do all this. tink nw i hav e confidence to throw. cause i couldnt care less if i fall. i'll jus stand n walk off. yes.
i seriously need to keep myself occupied 24/7. for like wad. another 2-3 yrs. heck i can do dat. or can i? freak how to keep myself occupied. oh man.
oh man. i wana go back. i realised ive made so many mistakes. too many to count. ive disappointed alot of ppl. i so hate my life right nw. im jus writing stuff. wana clear my brain. im writing crap. pls don mind.
wads wif u. i waited e whole morning for u to call. u wouldnt even reply my msg.
wouldnt even call me. u called her. why nt me. fuck la. aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.
u knw how badly i wan to c u right nw. but fuck. i hav to keep my distant. well jus looking at u from far. its enough.
how i wish im reali spiderman. can swing by ur house anytime. don even hav to care bout transport. i can watch u from rooftops. well. keep u safe. oh man. i would do anything for dat nw. dang/
17171717171717171717171717171717171717171717171717171717171717171717... get it off my head.
yuai pls strike off suicidal thoughts or cutting or wateva. jus live life to e fullest.
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i seriously need sm1 to talk to. urgghh
HAdi; doesnt matter anymore: 12:07 PM