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Saturday, May 28, 2005
pretty cool day today i guess. went jam wit nizar dey all.. reach home round 10 plus.. went eat at luckt plaza. tml gona spend e day muggin..
wads wrong wit u? why u treating me like tis? wit all those replies n all dat.. u'll know hu u are.. don hav to say names.. so much abt me not revealed yet.. so much bout me here to help. theres so many ways but i duno which one to choose.. i feel ure avoiding me. tink it is. tink i knw why. when i ask u u deny it. so wad izit den. if it really is. pls tell me. ur msg has no life. my calls annoy u. maybe its too much. but cant u c im already cutting down on dat?
-bet ur juz gona say hadi don tink too much or im not-
to tell u e truth. im stuck. i cant let u go. i shld move on but i cant. i tried. didnt work. tink ive gotten too close to u. i know its wrong. i keep telling myself no! not her. don fall for her. don fall for her. its wrong! i juz cant help it. some things cant be helped. guess hadi was not able to repulse e strange but pure nature. im sorry.
maybe u've grown up nw. pretty much juz used me n nw moving on. if tis is true. i need a favour from u. juz tell me it is. den i'll let u go n all tis will be nothing but sweet memory. to look back n smile. once had u in my life.
i lied. bout lotsa stuff. im a liar. hate myself.
hate those guys u said dey knw me but dey don. u don knw me. she don knw me. dey don knw me. no one do. im alone in tis world wether i like it or not.
im a pretender. gd at pretending. cant stop pretending.
i HATE u. but i love u.
HAdi; doesnt matter anymore: 11:44 PM