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Thursday, February 17, 2005
wad a bad week... not enuf slp.. lotsa prob.. made my couz loose money.. wth.. wats wrong.. a very very tiring week..
why cant i slp well at nite? why do i oways sweat at nite? creatine side effects? i've not been taking dat fer quite some time.. so it cant be it.. den wad?? argghh..
no ones dere fer me.. my friens not dere.. she's not dere.. everyone.. i duno.. i juz feel so.. wad to do.. back to tat time? it kinda feels ok.. i don mind.. but izit gd fer me? izit gd fer dem? shit.. im crapping.. im juz tinking too much..
im beginning to enjoy training.. running kinda makes my mind relax.. cause when i run.. im kinda like 'hurting' my body as i push harder.. im running my best.. push myself over my limit.. so dat i could juz.. collapse? yea.. feel like doin dat.. maybe tats wad i'll try to do? hmm..
i regret.. regret doin wad i wana do but i know its not really a right ting to do.. i'll soon end up being hurt n hurting others.. haiz..
no one understands.. shuckz.. -hurt-
ur ignoring me.. feel so useless.. i cant do anything.. tis sucks..
hu's interested in da nike stand up speak up band? its to support da anti-racism campaign..
-i need u-
HAdi; doesnt matter anymore: 8:09 PM